It's been a good... 2 to 3 months since I've updated so I thought I'd give you all the pleasure.

My sisters moving in soon.  She's getting kicked out of her apartment in about a month (for selling crack probably..) and it's already been established that I can have her Refrigerator.. Couch.. Coffee Table.. and various other pieces of furniture.

I'm looking for a roomate.  If I don't find one.. lifes gonna suck because paying rent alone is gonna be a struggle.  I'm still working.. that's good. 

Why am I moving out?

Well.  Because 18 is the age you're supposed to.. My house is a 4 bedroom that has 6 people living in it.. and with my sister here.. her kids will be here ALL the time.  As it is.. I've been sleeping on the couch because my bedroom retains all heat from the outdoors and swelters.. even at night when sleeping outdoors wouldn't be so bad.  I don't get along with my oldest sister.. she doesn't like me.. and to be quite honest.. She'll be much nicer to everyone once I'm gone.  I'm moving because I love waking up next to my wonderful boyfriend.. but I don't get to living here. 

My parents are supportive.

Tonight he told me that he wanted to be with me.

I said.  "I can't do that."

I'm proud.

I'm changed.

Life is weird. 

Yeah.. "HELLO BECK.. you just figured that out?"

Life is weird. 

I'll never let go of what you've given me, again.

ONCE AGAIN theres xanga fighting amongst the The Rock Youth Churchins. 

I have a right mind to close our blog-ring.

Aren't you guys embarrassed?

Oh my god.

My Xanga Premium RAN OUT.

I'M SO MAD!

This is my movie.. niggah's.

opening credits:  No Doubt - "Just a Girl."
waking-up scene:  Steve Holy - "Good Morning Beautiful."
average-day scene:  Disneyland Pirates - "Pirates Life for Me."
best-friend scene:  TwoThirtyEight - "Indian in Your Eyes."
first-date scene: Elton John - "Your Song."
falling-in-love scene:  Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman - "Come What May."
love scene:  Jason Mraz - "Love is Real."
fight-with-friend scene:  Rebecca Lynn Howard - "Forgive."
break up scene:  The Juliana Theory - "August in Bethany."
get-back-together scene:  Coldplay - "The Scientist."
fights-at-home scene:  Christina Aguilera - "I'm okay."
'life's okay' scene:  Third Day - "It's all right."
heartbreak scene:  Portishead - "Glory Box."
mental-breakdown scene:  Hatebreed - "A call for blood."
driving scene:  Hot Hot Heat - "Le Le Low."
lesson-learning scene:  Switchfoot - "You."
deep-thought scene:  Steve Warner - "Snowflakes in the Sand."
flashback scene:  Spooky Tuesday - "Suicide."
party scene:  50 cent - "In Da Club."
regret scene:  R. Kelly - "Turn Back the Hands of Time."
happy-dance song:  Toby Kieth - "Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue."
long-night-alone scene:  Justin Timberlake - "Gone."
closing credits:  Jennifer Knapp - "Say Won't You Say."